The happiness fills all my bygone days... the bucket of darkest hour says... it will catch me sight by sight... only leaves when time is right... with deep breathe when i close my eyes... i can see him there in the flash of light... he comes around me with a glow... his presence melts me like the snow... his smiles..opps!..he says look at me... stops me the shyness cant he see... oh! god for a moment let him feel... the pain of mine and let me heal... here in the darkness he is percived... i'll wait for him for what i belived... he wears a white coat knows my heart beats... he will come back soon to that place we meet... i am so close to dying..fell deeply in love with him... MY FRIENDS! tell me is it real or just a dream!!!